The time.

So i had time and it was quiet so i figured i would write another blog... I wonder if anyone actually reads these... Ether way for my at least one reader i shall continue to write and share what little thoughts my brain can muster.So i covered in my last blog the basics of whats been going on the past few months now i guess i will open up as to how i fell about everything.

Next semester is going to be the hardest semester of my life most likely. I will be taking speech, comp II, Fundamentals of art, Lightwave modeler, and advanced Photoshop. at the same time i will be attempting to continue to work at wal mart though in much smaller capacity, as well as spend time with Andi who will be living in a town house with a bunch of friends that will all what to do stuff... I have no idea how its all going to fit, My weeks are fairly simple, Monday through Thursday i am booked straight though till 4pm. After that comes fitting in work and life... Im really nervous about Speech and Comp II, both of those will require quite a bit of writing about as you have probably figured out from this blog, that is not exactly my area of strength, it will also involve well... giving speeches which i utterly hate doing but i have to get over. Also Lightwave is going to be a key class in my academic carrier, if i do badly in that class... I don't know what im going to do, I love to model but i never really felt that good at it, I have always chalked that up to just never being taught, other than briefly by Dustin. Which though he was a good teacher we never got very deep and i just feel some times as if im going to fail in my desired profession.

Other than next semester a few things have happened this summer as well, ive made a few friends and i know i will lose them as soon as summer ends and im kinda really sad about it, Paul and Keven have been good for days when im down, though neither of them are Christian i can be honest with them and they don't judge me for my faith with is nice as well. So after summer ends it will just be Brian and me again, Which at least i have him to keep me company, he surprisingly good at encouraging me when im down due to work. But its nice to have other people to hang out with for a change.

On happier note (and i really am happy about this) Jami and Dustin are moving back! but more impotently than that, Jesse and Brea are moving back! :P Ok Though i love Jesse and Brea, Jami is really the one i have missed the most, shes always been my best friend though all my teen years and i was really sad to see her go, but i tried to always be happy for her because she was doing what she wanted and i didn't want to tie her down.(not that i could anyway)But im really looking forward to spending a little time with her next weekend, Andi is coming too and i always like it when Andi and Jami get to talking. It makes me happy to see my big sis who i admire and my girl who i also admire get along. There was a time when i was afraid that wouldn't happen, but Andi and i have grown up a little since then and things have all evened out.

And lastly i came up with some interesting concept ideas in the shower yesterday, I should get a water proof computer and just work in the shower... Anyway, i was remembering a character Dustin had made named Space man Earl! And i always had loved this character and i had the idea to make my own space man Earl, but i didn't want to just copy Dustin, however i liked the name, so i decided i should make a space man named James Earl, James is not only my middle name but about my favorite game developer ive ever read anything about. (Go watch Extra Credits) So i decided i would make him a space Robin hood-ish character, other than he would consider himself "the poor" at times I know the idea has probably been done a million times over but it sounded good to me so i may give it a shot... Not sure with what... Maybe i will give writing a short a try! and then as my final project i can use that short! ... Yeah...

Ok enough daydreaming about when im a good artist, i guess i better get back to the present and Andi. Hope you enjoyed reading and i will continue to attempt to post on a fairly regular basis.
-Nick